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The Heartaches



I wanted so badly to lie down next to you on the couch,
to wrap my arms around you and sleep.

 Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex.

 Just sleep together in the most innocent
sense of the phrase.

 But I lacked the courage
and
you had a boyfriend
and
I was gawky
and
you were gorgeous
and
I was hopelessly boring
and
you were endlessly fascinating.
So I walked back to my room
and
collapsed on the bottomn bunk,
thinking that if people
were rain,
I was drizzle
and
you were a hurricane.

— (an excerpt from a book I'll never write)

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